A song. A song about. A song about where. A song about where I. A song about where I sleep.
I figured. I’d write something here. My livejournal used to get a lot of play. If you know what I’m sayin ;-)
I guess I just wanted to rant. This is some stuff that eats at me everyday.
I think I’ve developed an even worse anxiety towards people. Saw an old friends mom today and I wanted to ask her how the family was and everything…but instead I just said “Hi” and walked away. It sucks. There are so many people I want to connect with in person but I just can’t. I always live each day saying “maybe tomorrow” and ultimately if I keep doing that I’m just going to die not ever having solid relationships with people. The internet is a great thing but I want to get away from being that creep that talks a shitload online and never in person.
December/January I was really into some ladies. Now. I’m not so much. I was probably too awkward and they weren’t into me. So. I’m in a slump. I’m going to do what I’ve always done….focus on the band. I’ve stopped looking.
But yeah. After this. Expect some fun stuff. I don’t want this tumblr to be a sad place.